Red eyes burning from the light of the sun
And the tears I've shed stained on my pillow
Head throbs at the thought of the night before
Don't think of it right now
But it can't be helped
A vision of you
On that day we met
My body grew tense just at the sight
Gentle eyes
Welcoming smile
Friendly voice
You were beautiful
And we fell in love
Hearts pounding at every touch
Hearts throbbing at every glance
Hearts pulsating at every word
We fell into a deep infinite pool by each other's sides
And did so happily for the rest of our lives
...
...
...
If only it were that easy...
We were scared
But you showed your hesitance
Words unspoken
Ashamed to admit your fears
Ashamed to admit your love
Ashamed to admit who you are at heart
Keep in touch but keep your distance
Showing your love but it wasn't the same
It wasn't of the one who would keep his eyes on me as I talked
It wasn't of the one who would hold me just because I was around
It wasn't of the one who would kiss me only out of pure curiosity
It wasn't of the one I fell for
It wasn't you
But that's okay
Because if there's a day you find this
The thoughts that have been on my mind for so long
You'll know in that moment with no doubt in your head
That I'm always going to be here for you until the very end
So with that being said
Until then, my friend